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Wednesday, March 14, 2012 12:20 AM
you're so nice i don't know what to say. i'm sorry i cant reciprocate all this. i don't deserve a friend like you :')
you probably wouldn't see this but we should go out for dinner sometime after CTs haha.. my treat :)
Tuesday, March 13, 2012 11:56 PM
How is it possible to feel both happy and sad at the same time. I mean today was a really happy and lighthearted day haha so I shall be thankful for that:)
But yes, it's always like this. First experiencing the light, bubbly, floating sensation - where it feels like I can deal with anything life throws in my face. And then again thinking about some other stuff, wondering why I bother about it, and then feeling so perturbed by everything :(
There is no way I can pass CTs grahhhh and I'm actually extremely annoyed with myself because I HAD the time to start earlier but I never did. 活该.
11:30 PM
time flies when you're having fun
BEST BIRTHDAY EVER (:I don't think I've ever been showered with this much love and sweetness from my friends hahaha i feel so touched :')
even on sat, during tuition when Amanda (chiam) and Sherilyn surprised me :D and on sunday when Adalie was being a complete sweetiepie hahah and then later at night with my family (: and again with Yunze on tuesday :D yay
thanks friends :)
Friday, March 9, 2012 11:04 AM
today was a fairytale
I feel so superbly blessed - you all shower me so much love, so much more than what I deserve :)what a way to end the term ((:
I dragged myself to school even though i was sick because I thought Ms Ong had something impt to tell us and because I had to clear my name with __ about the whiteslip she gave me.
Turns out the former was a fluke by Foong haha I was so surprised in the morning, I honestly had no idea! Welfare + CANS + Alvin (representing MT12) ambushed me in the council room early in the morning with a birthday song hahaha CANS so sweet((: and my buddy even got something for me in advance, even though he's in tekong!!!! Shucks I just melted omg :')
And then after Econs 7A also did the same:) ahhhh you all are too sweet!! thanks esp to Selene and Keivin for coordinating and getting the mini-cakes and Cailyn for the card :))
Even after school ended the sweetness just kept coming in with progs's (lynn and yokey :D) notes and the beautiful cupcake:DD AND NOT FORGETTING THE SPECIAL TRIO - Parisa Yuxuan and Alvin! Hahaha you all are so retarded ESPECIALLY with the sock but it's so sweet of you three all the same.. Xiaodi I love your letter even though you were foaming trying to write it :))
Had consult with vector, read geog with Shinz, walked Adalie to pac toilets (pongz you are a retard), continued reading geog with Keivin :) first time we were so focused hahah! then off to bugis to meet famILY!
Dinner at some cool place:D we were all quieter than normal since the 2nd oldest and noisiest person was sick too but even then, thanks sweetheart for going.. even though you probably would have preferred to go home and sleep :/ haha oh and I was honestly vvvvv surprised when Clara got the non-cake thing cos I really thought she was just taking a very long time to get water!!
Had a really nice chat on the way home with Kim, crossing the same bishan bridge that we've been crossing for the past 5 years :) time really flies~
Ahhaha and so yes this was a really really surprising day and I feel really really blessed and I think no amount of thankyous will be able to convey how much you all made my day - my friends are too sweet (:
Thursday, March 8, 2012 6:55 PM
It scares me how some people can gain my trust, my utter complete trust, in such a short span of time. Makes me wonder if my trust is misplaced, but then again, you never knowwwwww
Friday, March 2, 2012 11:42 PM
hard as i try i know i can't quit
SCHOOOOOOOOL. :) talking to Sarah the other day made me realise that i genuinely love school.. however odd this sounds. i may not like the institution or agree with some of its practices, but the building, the people, the feeling i get when i walk around with my friends make school what it is, a place that i enjoy being in. work is just part and parcel of the stress but yeah the stressful moments make me savour the happy slack and funny moments more (:
Tuesday - fun timez with my mega long 3 hour break.. did work in class for a bit and then had a super long lunch with cailyn ange rach and sarah :) Crashed math remedial again with keivin after that and i'm actually glad that i got the chance to revise P&C!
Tuesday - fun timez with my mega long 3 hour break.. did work in class for a bit and then had a super long lunch with cailyn ange rach and sarah :) Crashed math remedial again with keivin after that and i'm actually glad that i got the chance to revise P&C!
Stayed back to talk for awhile and then met Yuxuan and Alvin! MINI-OG STUDY SESSION. HAHA YEAH RIGHT. THE TWO OF THEM WERE BEING SUCH RETARDS GAH. sprouting nonsense all the way oh gosh. but at least i made 3 new friends! left school at 10.30 whoa and all i did in that time was 2 chem questions -.- haha oh well.. the point of the meeting was to pass yx his present anyway, glad you liked it ((:
Wednesday - school as usual, though i had a super serious htht with Vanessa after econs HAHA. she's too funny hahaha but i still don't believe whatever she's telling me.. oh well. Lunch with her and keivin, then off to RI to do work with my worst study buddy ever. HAHA. next time we are sitting at different tables omggggg - HE TALKS SO MUCH! ..which i admit is very interesting and enjoyable but also highly distracting considering we only have 2 weeks till CTs. hahaha yunze next time you should come :D then all 3 of us will focus!
Thursday - spent a sick day at home~
Friday - school, settle hodge lodge problems, watch release of As results, collect old uniforms with welfaries and welfs, studying and dinner at J8 with Adalie and Amanda (law), random chat with yuxuan till my parents picked me up... but the one that stood out the most definitely was the release of A LEVEL RESULTS.
scary, and we're not even the batch to receive the results. watching the seniors fret over that one piece of paper is such a nerve wrecking experience, and then seeing them break down was just.. heartbreaking :'(
it's weird knowing that despite the distinction records smashed and record number of perfect scorers, there'll always be people who fall through the cracks. if 1 in 2 people get 4 As, that's certainly an impressive track record for any school and worth commending. but what about the 1 in 2 that doesn't get the 4 As?
2 of my seniors who i've seen working so hard, putting in so much effort, pouring so much blood sweat and tears into their studies are in the latter group. :( i can't even imagine how they must be feeling now :(
It's especially during moments like these that i wish we didn't have to be in this frantic, mindless chase for perfection. i wonder how it'll be like with our batch next year.
Thursday, March 1, 2012 11:40 PM
“I actually attack the concept of happiness.
The idea that - I don’t mind people being happy - but the idea that everything we do is part of the pursuit of happiness seems to me a really dangerous idea and has led to a contemporary disease in Western society, which is fear of sadness.
It’s a really odd thing that we’re now seeing people saying “write down 3 things that made you happy today before you go to sleep”, and “cheer up” and “happiness is our birthright” and so on. We’re kind of teaching our kids that happiness is the default position - it’s rubbish.
Wholeness is what we ought to be striving for and part of that is sadness, disappointment, frustration, failure; all of those things which make us who we are. Happiness and victory and fulfillment are nice little things that also happen to us, but they don’t teach us much. Everyone says we grow through pain and then as soon as they experience pain they say “Quick! Move on! Cheer up!”
I’d like just for a year to have a moratorium on the word “happiness” and to replace it with the word “wholeness”. Ask yourself “is this contributing to my wholeness?” and if you’re having a bad day, it is.”
-Hugh Mackay
Tuesday, February 28, 2012 7:30 AM
The gift of a friend
Yesterday was a happy day ((: school was not bad (struggling to stay awake on a double geog day) and pe was pretty slack! Had lunch in school then off to RI to do work :)) to motivate myself i wrote 良药苦口 all over my worksheet HAHA. Sadly, i still I fell asleep after an hour. And imagine my surprise when I woke up and found Yunze standing next to me HAHA. That boy ah, like ninja only hahaha. But I really like studying with him! PRODUCTIVITY MAX, especially for two really lepak and lazy people like us haha :)
Tuition at home and then a nice htht which nearly gave me a mini heart attack haha oh well at least we're being honest. There's really no point in lying now, is there?
Monday, February 27, 2012 2:26 PM
I'm stronger than this, I'm better than this. Maybe the more I repeat it the more i'll actually believe it. I MUST STAY AWAKE TO FINISH THIS CHEM PRAC!
12:04 AM
I tweeted this morning "maybe I'm setting myself up for disappointment" ... Looks like I was right. I shouldn't even be disappointed over something as trivial as this but oh well. Focussssssss kk hydroxy tutorial here I come.